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so what happens when people kind of put me down...I have a Mercedes moment...that's how Henry named it...lol...whenever i feel i can't do it and want to drop out of a class or quit while i can he says "ur just having a Mercedes moment"...yesterday my professor told me i wasn't doing good in cell bio so that i need to catch up b4 tutoring organic chem...personally i thought i was fine in the class...doing good on quizzes except for one...but i hasn't studied for that one...my puppies had parvo and the stupid vet had sent them home so we were up all night hydrating them...and i also had a biochem test that same day.. we told her and she didn't care...but she expects only A's in her class...she said she's not accepting anything less...i don't think i can ever get an A...so i want to drop it so badly...ahhh idk what to do...i understand the material but idk what she's expecting from me...yup having a Mercedes moment.

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Writer's Block: Categorically speaking ...

If the interior discussion in your head were indexed by category, what would the five most recurring subjects be?

medical stuff
dubbing
kicking monis butt just for fun
babysitting
making fun of friends

WITH NOTHING TO SAY

LIKE USUAL I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY SO HERE'S A TEST...LOL...



Your Psyche is Blue

You are deeply emotional and very connected to everything (and everyone) around you.
By simply understanding other people, you are able to help them heal and let go.
While you are a very deep and thoughtful person, you do have a very silly, superficial side.

When you are too blue: the weight of the world's problems hangs over you

When you don't have enough blue: you lack perspective and understanding


You Are Crimson Red

Down to earth and warm-hearted, you instantly make everyone feel at ease around you.
And while you have an understated passion - you lack the uncontrolled passion of most other reds.
You prefer to sit back and enjoy every situation life has to offer. You put an optimistic spin on everything.
And even when things are going well, you don't get too amped up. You prefer to keep your emotions as steady as possible.

A QUIZ..LOL...

I GUESS I MISSED THESE SO HERE IS ONE...LOL...

You Are 21% Bitchy
You're a pretty sweet person, and you're definitely not prone to bitchy outbursts. Sometimes, though, you can't help thinking mean thoughts about people. But at least you don't act on them!

OMG I HAVENT BEEN HERE IN SUCH A LONG TIME

AHHHH I WAS READING MY JOURNAL AND I DIDN'T EVEN REMEMBER WRITING SOME OF THE THINGS I WROTE...ITS INTERESTING TO SEE HOW LIFE CAN CHANGE SOO MUCH AND SOO QUICKLY...ON ONE OF MY LAST ENTRIED IN '05 SAID THAT I WASNT GONNA MAKE PLANS TO GO TO MASSACHUSETTS CUZ THEN SOMETHING ALWAYS HAPPENS AND I END UP NOT GOING...WHO KNEW THAT SEVERAL MONTHS LATER I WAS MAKING PLANS AND I WAS GONNA GO WHEN I GET IN A CAR ACCIDENT THAT LEAVES ME DISSABLED FOR HALF A YEAR...TOO FUNNY I NEVER TAKE MY ADVICE...LOL...
OMG SO HOW HAS LIFE CHANGED???IN 2006 WE WERE HAVING HARD RAIN, AS IN '05...LOL...NOW THERE HAS BEEN ALMOST NO RAIN AND, LIKE USUAL, WE R GONNA GO THROUGH A DROUT...PROBABLY THE WORSE EVER...LETS SEE...WEATHER HAS BEEN KRAZY WITH LOADS OF WINDS...SOMETIMES ITS TOO HOT AND OTHERS TOO COLD...TALK BOUT GLOBAL WARMING...

IN '06 I WAS SUPPORTING AN AMNESTY...IN '07 NOTHING HAS CHANGED...WE HAD HOPES THAT WITH THE NEW CONGRESS SOMETHING WOULD HAPPEN...BUT WE SEE THAT NOT HAPPENING...

LAST TIME I WROTE I HAD A JOB...NOW I DONT...LOL...BUT I KNOW SOON I WILL BE WORKING IN A HOSPITAL....YEIII...IM SOOO EXCITED...
SO I CONTINUED MY PRE-MEDS LAST YEAR...UNFORTUNATELY BECUZ OF MY ACCIDENT I HAD TO DROP OUT...BUT STARTING THIS SUMMER I AM GOING TO CONTINUE WITH THEM AND HOPEFULLY BY SPRING OF '08 I BEGIN MEDICAL SKEWL...I HAFTA STOP BEING SOOO LAZY WITH THAT...LOL...

WHAT ELSE CAN I SAY...IM NOT SUCH A HUGE FAN OF RBD ANYMORE...I CAN TELL I WAS STILL VERY EXCITED ABOUT THE CONCERT I WENT TO WHEN I WROTE THAT...LOL...ALSO IM TRYING TO KEEP MORE IN TOUCH WITH MY FRIENDS WHICH I MISS SOOOO MUCH AND HOPEFULLY I GET TO SEE SOON...LOL...NOW I HAFTA PLAN A TRIP TO GO THROUGHOUT ALL OF THE EAST COAST...NOT JUST MASSACHUSETTS...LOL... 

LET ME SEE WHAT ELSE...U KNOW ALMOST 2 YRS WITHOUT WRITING IN THIS THING (AND I DONT MEAN QUIZZES OR OTHER FORWARDS BUT ACTUALLY WRITING BOUT MY LIFE...LOL) A LOT OF THINGS HAPPENED...LET ME SEE...I GOT BELLS PALSY...BUT U ALL PROBABLY KNOW THAT...WAY BAK IN '04...MY DAD GOT A HERNIA AND HAD TO GET SURGERY LAST YEAR...DURING THIS SAME TIME WAS WHEN I WAS IN THE CAR ACCIDENT...SO THERE WERE 2 INJURED PERSONS IN THE HOUSE...LOL...ALSO AROUND THAT TIME OUR DOG DIED...A MONTH LATER OUR OTHER DOG ALMOST DIES FROM PARVO...BUT SHE SURVIVED...LOL...WHAT ELSE...LEFT DISSABILITY IN NOVEMBER...BUT STILL HAVE NECK PROBLEMS CAUSED BY THE STUPID CAR ACCIDENT...ONLY WHEN ITS COLD...LETS SEE...THAT STUPID EVENT THAT HAPPENED WITH THAT MANIAC A COUPLE OF DAYS AGO...OMG THAT GETS ME SOOO MAD...THE STUPID AUTHORITIES COULDVE HELPED PREVENT THIS TRAGEDY BUT NO...THEY ARE TOO SCARED TO DO ANYTHING...AHHH THAT GETS ME SOOO MAD....
HEALTH WISE IVE BEEN GREAT...I HAD BRONCHITIS IN FEBRUARY SO I COULDNT GO BAK TO SCHOOL BECAUSE IT WAS AT THE SAME TIME AS WHEN SCHOOL STARTED SO I GOT DROPPED OUT...BUT ITS OK CUZ IM GOING BAK FOR THE SUMMER...LOL...WHAT ELSE...MY DAD GOT ATTACKED BY A GUY AND HIS GIRLFRIEND WHEN WORKING ABOUT 2 MONTHS AGO...BUT HE BLOCKED HIM AND THE SCHOOL POLICE WERE ABLE TO HELP HIM...

BESIDES THAT NOTHING ELSE HAS CHANGED....OF COURSE IVE EXPERIENCED GOOD AND BAD TIMES...BUT WHO DOESNT...IVE MATURED MORE, MENTALLY, AND READING BAK THROUGH MY JOURNAL IM SURPRISE TO C THAT 3 YEARS DO MAKE A HUGE DIFFERENCE IN A PERSON'S LIFE...I CANNOT BELIEVE ITS BEEN 3 YEARS, ALMOST, SINCE I LEFT MASSACHUSETTS....WHERE DID THE TIME GO...I DIDNT EVEN FEEL IT...IT STILL SEEMS LIKE IT WAS JUST YESTERDAY THAT I WAS SAYING GOOD BYE TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND PLANNING ON GETTING A GREAT JOB AND LIVE ON MY OWN...LOL...
I STILL LIVE AT HOME AND I HAVE NO JOB...LOL...
OH WELL...WISH ME LUCK GUYS SO SOON I CAN HAVE THE JOB...LOL...
TTYL...IM GONNA TRY TO COME IN HERE MORE OFTEN...
Campaing "A DAY WITOUT HISPANICS
CAMPANA "UN DIA SIN HISPANOS"


Union Hispana, Alianza March 17, Inmigrants without Borders, SoyArizona:

The following April 10th, we invite you to participate in an act of a pacific civil resistance that consists of:

1. ORGANIZED PROTESTS AS SUPPORT OF NATIONAL ORGANIZATIONS PRO INMIGRANTS RIGHTS IN ALL AND EACH ONE OF THE CITIES OF THE NATION. EACH CITY WILL ORGANIZE ITS ONW PROTEST INDIVIDUALLY WITH THE SUPPORT OF LOCAL, STATE AND NATIONAL GROUPS.

2. A NATIONWIDE LABOR HOLD CONSISTING OF NOT SHOWING UP TO WORK.

3. COMMERCIAL BOYCOTT CONSISTING OF AVOIDING THE USE OF ANY SERVICES.

4. COMMERCIAL BOYCOTT CONSISTING IN AVOIDING BUYING ANY PRODUCTS.

5. A STUDENT HOLD IN ALL AREAS (NOT GOING TO SCHOOL).

NEW: A WHITE RIBBON WAS ADOPTED AS A SIGN OF THE FIGHT FOR THE RIGHTS OF INMIGRANS NATIONWIDE. THIS SYMBOL IS PART OF A NATIONAL CAMPAIGN CALLED "WITHERIBBON" TO GENERALIZE THE USE OF THE WHITE RIBBON IN OUR FIGHT AND THE SYMBOL OF OUR UNION.

IF YOU PARTICIPATE IN THE PROTEST: PLEASE DRESS UP COMPLETELY IN WHITE.
IF YOU DO NOT PARTICIPATE: PLEASE USE THE WHITE RIBBON AND A WHITE FLAG IN YOUR CAR OR HOUSE DOOR.

ANY DOUBTS OR QUESTIONS YOU CAN SEND YOUR COMMENTS TO:

UNION HISPANA
Oscar S. Meza
P.O.Box 3278
Telluride, Co. 81435
(970)-417-9634
unhite@hotmail.com
osmeza@hotmail.com

protest against bill HR4437

So today in LA there was a huge protest against the bill HR4437, which will automatically classify immigrants criminals, and everybody that helps them, as well. Well, I just had to go and support my people because my parents and some of my bros were here illegally at some point, too...We had to show them that we are not criminals and that it is about time that we speak up for our rights as human beigns. IT was informed to us that more than 1 million people went today...it was something great and very emotional...I took loads of pics and video that I will put up later on myspace. I went online and found a great article by the LA Times about this that I will copy and paste right now. I just want to say that I wish you can all support us against this bill that passed the House of Rep and will be debated on the Senate. More on this bill, for those who have not heard about it...

HR4437 is a bill that was passed by the House of Rep to try and control immigration entering into this country. It will automatically make all illegal immigrants criminals, and everybody who help them, as well (even if you are not aware that they do not have papers, you will be sent to jail on a felony). If this bill passes, the police will serve as the border patrol and will be able to stop anybody who looks like an illegal immigrant on the street and ask for their papers. If you do not have proof of legally being in this country, you will be sent to jail. If you do have proof, but the person next to you does not, you will both be sent to jail. This bill, instead of helping control immigration, is providing a feeling of threat and terror. They state that this is a bill to stop terrorism, not to stop immigration. Yet it is only focused on the US/Mexico border, not the Canadian border (which lets not forget that is where the terrorists came in from). This law is quickly labeling immigrants as terrorists and criminals, when the majority of them are here for a job and an opportunity to succeed.
This law is racist and unjust. It labelizes people by its race and goes against our freedom as human beings. IT MUST STOP NOW!!!!

This is why I went to this protest. You can support by wearing white today, not going to school on Monday or buying anything on Monday. This will show the importance of all latinos in this country and its economy. If you are for this bill, I will have to ask you to restrain yourself from answering, I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR YOUR COMMENTS. Here is the note from the LA Times

More Than 500,000 Rally in L.A. for Immigrants' Rights
By Teresa Watanabe and Anna Gorman, Times Staff Writer
2:51 PM PST, March 25, 2006


Joining what some are calling the nation's largest mobilization of immigrants ever, hundreds of thousands of people boisterously marched in downtown Los Angeles Saturday to protest federal legislation that would crack down on undocumented immigrants, penalize those who help them and build a security wall on the U.S. southern border. Spirited crowds representing labor, religious groups, civil-rights advocates and ordinary immigrants stretched over 26 blocks of downtown Los Angeles from Adams Blvd. along Spring Street and Broadway to City Hall, tooting kazoos, waving American flags and chanting "Si se puede!" (Yes we can!). The crowd, estimated by police at more than 500.000, represented one of the largest protest marches in Los Angeles history, surpassing Vietnam War demonstrations and the 70,000 who rallied downtown against Proposition 187, a 1994 state initiative that denied public benefits to undocumented migrants.

The marchers included both longtime residents and the newly arrived, bound by a desire for a better life and a love for this county.

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Arbelica Lazo, 40, illegally immigrated from El Salvador two decades ago but said she now owns two business and pays $7,000 in taxes annually.

Jose Alberto Salvador, 33, came here illegally just four months ago to find work to support the wife and five children he left behind; in his native Guatemala, he said, what little work he could find paid only $10 a day. "As much as we need this country, we love this country," Salvador said, waving a stick with both the American and Guatemalan flag. "This country gives us opportunities we don't get at home."

Saturday's rally, spurred by anger over legislation passed by the U.S. House of Representatives last December, was part of what many say is an unprecedented effort to organize immigrants and their supporters across the nation. The U.S. Senate Judiciary Committee is to take up efforts Monday to complete work on a comprehensive immigration reform proposal. Unlike the House bill, which beefed up border security and toughened immigration laws, the Senate committee's version is expected to include a guest worker program and a path to legalization for the nation's 10 to 12 million undocumented immigrants.

In recent weeks, hundreds of thousands of people have staged demonstrations in more than a dozen cities. The Roman Catholic Church and other religious communities have launched immigrant rights campaigns, with Los Angeles Cardinal Roger Mahony taking a leading role in speaking out against the House bill and calling on his priests to defy its provisions that would make felons of anyone who aided undocumented immigrants. In addition, several cities, including Los Angeles, have passed resolutions against the House legislation and some, such as Maywood, have declared itself a "sanctuary" for undocumented immigrants.

"There has never been this kind of mobilization in the immigrant community ever," said Joshua Hoyt, executive director of the Illinois Coalition for Immigrant and Refugee Rights. "They have kicked the sleeping giant. It's the beginning of a massive immigrant civil rights struggle."

One of the marchers Saturday, Jose Alberto Salvador, 33, left his wife and children behind in Guatemala four months ago to cross the border into the United States so he could earn enough money to return home and buy a house.

Jorge Valdovinos, 43, is a legal immigrant from Mexico who has three US-born children and works as a financial advisor.

Amid a sea of American and Mexican flags, protesters chanted "Si Se Puede!" and waved banners in Spanish that read, "We aren't criminals" and "The USA is made by immigrants."

"I love this country as if it were my own, for the opportunities it has given me," said Laurentino Ramirez, an illegal immigrant from Mexico who works at a garment factory. "The law is unjust for those who don't have papers. We come to work. We don't come to do harm to anyone."

Many of the marchers were immigrants themselves — both legal and illegal -- from Mexico and Central America. Some had just crossed the border, while others had been here for decades. There were construction workers and business owners; families with young children and people in wheelchairs. Throughout the afternoon, protesters heard speakers demand a path toward legalization and denounce HR 4437, which would tighten border enforcement and crack down on employers who hire undocumented workers.

The rally was organized by numerous unions, religious organizations and immigrant rights groups and publicized through Spanish-language media, which encouraged participants to wear white to symbolize peace and bring American flags. The mostly peaceful march stretched over 26 blocks, shutting down streets and tying up traffic around downtown for hours. Police estimated the crowd at 500,000, more than five times the size of the 1994 rally against California's Proposition 187, which would have denied services to undocumented immigrants. Participants said the massive mobilization shows that immigrants' voices must be heard and that they are contributing to the country's economy.

hey

So what can i say...a lot has happened since I last updated...and i mean a lot. First and the most important thing is that I went to a concert to see an awesome group perform. Their name is RBD and they sing Spanish rock/pop. They are the best group around. You will hear more about them in March when they go cross-over...
Why do I mention this? Because this Saturday something horrible happened at one of their presentations. They went to Brazil to promote the group and there were like 15000 who went to get an autograph. So, in last minute, they were asked to sing instead because of the amount of people at the event. They were only able to sing 2 songs, then they were taken away. A brick fence that had separated the stage from the audience fell down becuase many of the fans were pushing the people on the front. This caused the death of 3 people and injured about 40 others. Yesterday, another person passed away in the hospital. This was a very sad thing that happened and the group is devastated. So I decided to just talk about it in my LJ. This has hurt the fan community as well, because it could have easily been any one of us. To see them cry, I mean these are young people ages 19-22, and this has really affected them. So it hurts me to see them cry and blame themselves for something that was out of their control. The people who organized the event were to blame because they did not make sure they had all the permits necessary to hold so many people in that place. So yeah just wanted to talk about it a bit...Myspace has more about this incident and it has been the talk of the week, blaming the group and stuff...so Yeah.
Oh well, guess that's it for right now...will update as soon as I have time cuz there's more to say and stuff.

Mercedes

For those from Brazil, my condolesence to you and remember we are here for you guys.
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aahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

So...as of today, I had nothing interesting to state on my journal...that is until today...
so i woke up and was watching the rose parade....sounds like fun, huh...yeah right...oh well...so it was over at almost 11am. So, like every year, the channels started to show it again...just in case i wasnt bored enough already...and all of a sudden i hear a poof and the lights go out...so, because it had been raining and it was really windy, it wasnt a surprise that this happened...so we went about at our usual thing...so it was 12, 1, next thing we know its 2pm and the light is still not on...so we were starting to get bored and we began to play games and talk about old times and stuff...we kept busy and next thing i knew it was 4pm. Nothing was happening with the lights and my bro told us that obvioulsy all of the city did not have light (we do live in the beginning of the city so that was no surprise), whereas the county like always had light...so, i called my sis Chelo and turns out they did not have light either...now they dont live in the city of LA they live by the county, more like in Cudahy, which I dont think is even part of the county of LA...So, i went shopping to Target (where there was light because it;s at the county)...My sis went with me...and we took our own sweet time and came back close to 7:30pm, and still no light...my mom had already taken out her small TV and was watching it through batteries, and we turned on our flash lights to eat and stuff...to make things short...the light did not return until 10pm...so we were 11 hours without light...that only happens when there's an earthquake...i spoke to Chelo over the phone at around 8pm and she wasnt home anymore, she had gone to visit a friend in City Terrase and there was no light there either...that is part of the county of LA but it's still interesting...see this is how it works, the company the city has is the Dept of Water and Power...the county has Edison...so there really is no way that both the county and city lose power at the same time...usually when the city loses the power, the county doesnt...and vice versa...so it was really interesting...
who knows what happened because the news didnt say anything...but i just thought it was very interesting...
so that was it...the rain finally stopped for the next day, but we will be getting more rain soon...

bak from mex

So, Im bak from Mex...again...so what can I say...i really dunno what to say at this time...just that life can be a really interesting thing...so yeah...i dont have much to say really, my life has not changed a lot...not much is going on...only sev of you really know whats going on and stuff...which are prob the only ones that read this shit anyways...so what else can i say...enjoying my break from work...i really needed it and fixing my class schedule to finally finish my pre-meds...NO MORE EXCUSES...I was planning on going to Mass some time in March, but looking at things I can reassure you that aint gonna happen (sorry Lauren)...im gonna stop making plans to even go cuz, everytime i make plans, something always happens and my plans completely change...just like i wasnt gonna go to mex this dec but then something happened and i had to go...after all that has happened to me this year, it was really hard to go bak and face reality...too many things too many memories...and u know me...i luv to avoid things and it would be easier for me not to face reality as it is...unfortunately, reality has really hit me hard that i cannot help but face it over and over again...
i guess that's it for now...what have I learned...life is really short and you really should live it to the fullest cuz u never know what tomorrow will bring

take care and happy new year...


to forget bout my probs for a while I decided to steal this quiz from Jamie...which you can ignore completely

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...mysterious
Your hugs are...warm
Your eyes...burn into my heart
Your touch is...heart warming
Your smell is...beautiful
Your smile is...encouraging
Your love is...unique
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